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Hope

Hope can be such a silly thing

It hooks you in with big words and big promises

It sits on your heart dangling its legs, gazing around in childlike wonder

Hope doesn’t know about the future and it completely ignores the past


I felt my Hope stir the other day

As though it were waking up from a deep slumber

Cautiously, it opened one eye and sniffed the air for danger

At no sign of it, the other eye slowly lifted open

Stretching out one limb after the other

Hope twisted and turned, cracking and loosening its joints

Sniffing the air again, it sensed the residual pang of doubt

Dismissing it swiftly, Hope rose and did a jig

It was time for some spring cleaning


Looking around the contents of my heart, Hope paused and raised an eyebrow

Surely, it hadn’t been this long?

It peered into the dark corners thinking… maybe it had

Hope formed two piles, to keep or to throw away

Distrust and solitude were dumped with some difficulty

Followed by anger and pain who refused to surrender quietly

Self-doubt stubbornly kept its ground, clinging to anxiety that had taken root


Hope clapped its hand in satisfaction thinking the job was done

Until sadness reared its ugly head

Like Hypnos, this powerful foe had forced Hope into its deep hibernation

Thinking the battle was won, but oh how it had just begun

Like the forces of old

Sadness unrelenting and immortal sparred with Hope

Guided by the Gods Hope shot its arrow into Sadness as Paris did to Achilles

And the enemy fell defeated

Although, as legends live on so does this nemesis

Who lurks in the corners of my mind waiting for resurrection

Waiting for Hope to fall from grace


Nodding its head approvingly

Hope gently placed healing, love, and gratitude in the ‘to keep’ pile

Lessons have been learned, strength has been gained

The struggle is never over, challenges and hurdles become key players

But Hope—

In all its naivety

Knows how to win the game

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